Hey all

Hey all my vacation has come to an end. I cried as Handsome left today. He hugged me and started singing "I'm leaving on a jet plane." I started to tear up, he leaned back and kissed me leaving with the words "Don't forget me Ashley." He really is am amazing person. I had such a wonderful time and he helped me get over a few fears that I have been having. ALSO I was introduced to some amazing new foods. Oh, and yes in my last post that was real gator. My family (my dad) has a permit to kill gator and I have been eating it most of my life. It tastes like chicken but more game like. 


DELICIOUS! He took me to a small Cuban restaurant and I was IN LOVE! 
The food blew my ass away. I also loved 


watching Handsome order everything in Spanish. Seriously its sexy. 

What I really really really like about this guy? I can be myself around him. I don't have to worry about being judged. He is genuine interested in me and wants nothing but good things for me. We aren't "together" we both know the next year is going to be absolute hell for me so we are just going with the flow. He will however be at my graduation! 




I am so excited/scared/nervous/sad to leave. I will be heading out Sunday for MEPS then Monday its off to the island.